“Hockey’s resident bad boy, completely out of control” like I don’t know what they say about me.

I’m notorious for parties and excess. I have the most penalty minutes in the league. I get into the most fights. I take the most hits. I’m a player on and off the ice.
This is who I am.
Until her – I was her first kiss at a party she shouldn’t have been at.

I shouldn’t want her because I’m toxic and I know it.
But I want her more than anything.
I should leave her alone because she’s all the good things in this world.
But I won’t be able to walk away.

Because I don’t know how to stop once I’m already falling.